I paint with watercolors, with oil, and digitally using a Cintiq drawing table with Photoshop. I love it all, and have no favorite method.
I am in love with beauty, color, animals, and humor. Sometimes I want to convey something deep and meaningful with my artwork, and sometimes I just want to be funny.
Most of the time I just want to paint an animal of some kind.
UPDATE:
Check out my new Tarot Card artwork, where I have begun painting all sorts of new things.
Follow my progress on Substack and X too:
My Frequency
Sarah on X
My Soul
I have been an artist for as long as I can remember. This is me in front of my easel in 1968 - I had just turned seven. Check out my snappy Pleather dress and medallion. And the hula hoop on the floor.
Even then I was painting animals.
My Painting
I painted watercolors for many years, but recently have begun using oils again. I am studying to become less detail-obsessed and more spontaneous. In 2013 I learned to use Photoshop and a Cintiq drawing table, which has been lots of fun too.
(Photos below)
Later I will post some photos of my oil painting setup.
Poetry
The odd poetry I occasionally feel compelled to write. These are the ones I still feel speak well over time (I often like one of my poems for a little while, then delete. So far I still like these.)
A Hundred Years
Bittersweet homesick memory.
Did I know it would be gone so quickly?
Trees deep-rooted now. Just saplings we planted that damp, annoying, distant shoveling day.
The same creatures, born again and again in this same spot. Living here, in this field, on that mountain. Drinking from the same spring for a hundred years. It is me who came and went, saw and forgot.
The ground is still there.
I wince with soft barefoot step on sharp stones,
remembering the thump of hardened childhood feet over dirt and leaves and grass.
Hefting hay in hot sun, breathing deep the grass-mown smell reminded, like lilacs, only once a year.
Dogs panting under apple trees.
Garden weeds much-resented, tear at fingernails. The easy ones are a relief.
Seeking carefully laid, hidden egg treasures. I knew all their hiding places.
Frozen fingers on old latches, mittens wet with chores, awaiting hot stove heat inside. Need more wood carried.
Face pressed to horse's mane, breathe deep again. The cat tells to me, stories of her itinerant day.
Beloved animals loved and lost... and loved and lost...
I keep all this here, in this spot, in my heart.
Soul of Your Feet
Look down at your feet.
What's between the soles of your feet and the earth?
How much lies between them?
socks, powder, nylon, rubber, more rubber, leather.
carpet, floor, subflooring.
space, stories... how many stories?
basement, concrete, rebar, steel.
dug down scarred, deep excavations
fatigue.
We humans are such funny creatures. We are afraid to be alone and yet afraid of each other. We are afraid of the dark and yet afraid of the sun. We keep ourselves infinitely distracted. Endless noise, endless talking, endless flashing lights. Even in our sleep, the LEDs blink, the phone vibrates, the furnace blows, the clock ticks.
But we are animals too, as wild as any out there.
Why do we keep ourselves caged? And in a hundred-thousand ways: boxes upon boxes of rooms, walls, roofs, steel automobile boxes, cubicles. Jobs, names, clubs, teams. Our bodies wrapped in polyester, hard rubber encases our feet, dark plastic warding off the very sun in our eyes. Our minds must always be gainfully employed, our feelings kept in check, our hair combed, our animal odors doused.
Your toes.
They long for the sand and mud. They remember the soil, the field, the rock, the river. But they were given a job to do instead. So busy balancing you, a long career of tension, constriction, and aching. Sealed up in their shoe-tombs. Aren't your feet a part of you?
You are made of the very same molecules that are in the earth. Not like those molecules. The same molecules. And they long to sing back to the stars they came from. Your breath, your voice, your sight, your senses. They are meant to be.
Wiggle your toes. Remember them.
Shadow Bomb
In flight you never really look up.
When you're on the ground, you look up all the time, especially if you are a chicken. Or a glider pilot.
Hawks circle, up there. Clouds develop promisingly. We both thermal up.
Rooster glances up again and again, head on a swivel. Flicker, hitch, threat, turn of a wing against the sky. For him, a chicken's death glides up there with sudden impact, talons raking. With a throaty warning, the flock freezes instantly, lucky ones already under cover.
I glance around, can't see it. I never see anything.
It's not life-or-death... for me.
Bu the chickens know: you're over there, perched on that tall branch, tension gathered and waiting.
Black crows sound off, screaming, and scatter to the wind.
Cooper's hawk.
I wait by the gate, impatiently. Nothing's happening. Must be alright.
I turn my back to go; behind it you silently choose your moment, sweeping down, a shadow bomb in my peripheral. The flock explodes in discordant calls: petrified amplified confusion, scrambling to huddle. I race back with my own yell, clamoring with them. Where did you go? So fast.
There you are, on the fence post now. I charge, I'm bigger than you. You can't take me on. I am predator too, and those are MY chickens.
You retreat, and I watch you. The cacophony takes much longer to subside: they know how persistent you are.
But I know what it is to circle up there, turning around the sky. I want to be wild too. I want to be you.
My Garden
My garden is near and dear to my heart.
I grew vegetables and medicinal herbs for many years, but have been adding lots of peonies, dahlias, and climbing roses lately. See more about my garden in my other Substack:
My Beautiful Life
My Cats
Cats I have known and very much loved.
They are a special animal for me and I've lived with them my whole life. They are such unique individuals, each with their own energy.
Baby Penny, in my lap while I sit at the computer.
Penny sniffs the catnip. She had a terrible genetic arthritis condition and only lived for nine years, my heart was broken.
I named my childhood cat Bimbo. I didn't know what the word meant, I just liked the sound of it.
This is me holding Bimbo in 1972. He was my constant companion for nineteen years. He saved me.
I miss you forever, Bimbo
1967 - 1986
Hang Gliding
I flew hang gliders for fun between 1988-1998. It was a big part of my life, and my daughter's life while she was growing up. Flying taught me so much, especially about fear and self-reliance.
Me launching my Comet glider from the south side of Dog Mountain, Riffe Lake, near Morton, WA circa 1991
Me launching my Profil glider from Tiger Mountain, Issaquah, WA circa 1993.
July 1993 - Everyone getting set up on top of Chelan Butte, WA for an annual hang gliding XC (cross country) flight competition.
They got my name wrong, and I wasn't even in the competition, but I made it into the local Chelan newspaper.
1988, Merriam Crater LZ (landing zone), near Flagstaff, Arizona. During a break from the heat my daughter Jen, age 3, happily "flying" - she's an Army Blackhawk pilot now.
Me learning to fly in 1988. This was my first launch at Mingus Mountain, near Jerome, Arizona. I landed in the cactus!
Note the glider already in the air above me.
Dean
My wonderful husband,
the kindest, best man I've ever known.
Deanie beanie bella, sweet heart fella.
I cannot bear how much I miss you.
I love you forever.
December 1958 - March 2024